A unexpected sadness

N.P. here
Today is my last day of being a 11 year old. And i don't know why but i feel sort of sad. I know tomorrow is my birthday, but it feels like i am leaving something behind. In the CZ you have to be 12 to be able to ride in the front seat, and there are many time's where Nicholas and Zachary are not in the car with me, and so i have started saying:" If i were 12 i could sit in the front sea". But i cant say that now. I have been excited for about a month, but now i am not. My email address is nathanpitcher11@gmail.com , and so in a way my email is wrong, because it say's I'm 11. My birthday party is in poland and we are going to watch a movie, the reason we are in poland is because in the CZ they rarely show movie's in english. We are going to watch Narnie Prince Caspien. i' pretty sure that it is going to my family, Jacob Hash (maybe his parent's), and the Ellenwood's.

P.S. I'm still eleven.
P.P.S. I't would be nice if you could send me a E-card (email card).